Get It Right
Thursday, April 7, 2011 @ 12:10 AM
Anyone can become angry, that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not easy.
I have no idea why you are this mad. I admit what I said was mean. But on my defense, you had your share too. What slipped off your mouth wasn't exactly friendly either. Wild guesses keep spinning in my head, with no certain answer. It's exhausting, you know. Is it because I broke my promise? Or is it because what I said is unforgivable? Or is it because I talked back to you?
Why do things have to be hard with you? Why can't we talk nicely? Why do we have to hurt each other? Why am I always blamed? Why can't we put it behind and move on? Why oh why?
I think I have used up all my stocks of "sorry". I'm out of ideas what to do to please you. Just like what you say, I'm not creative. Haha.
I'm worn out. I really am.