Tuesday, December 11, 2012 @ 5:50 PM
don't know if I should be happy or depressed that we meet somehow too
often recently. Mixed feelings every now and then. Sometimes, I wish we
didn't get to see each other frequently so that we would cherish any
chance we have. Yet, sometimes I wish we could see each other regularly
so I wouldn't have any unnecessary worries. I know I'm being ridiculous,
I hate being a possessive girlfriend because I'm none of the said. It's just the control freak side of mine needs to get a hold of every single thing. I need to know what we're doing and how we're doing it. It's like I'm turning into some kind of boring housewife who has nothing
better to do than checking on her husband every ten minutes. Wait, I
don't do that, you know. It's just a figure of speech.
I used to be all secure and laid back but now I feel the need to claim my prize. *sigh* What's with all these insecurities and questions I've been having recently? You tell me.